Feeling Lost With Herpes
I've been living with herpes for the past year I am 26 years old. My boyfriend and I have been off and on for the pass 9 years. We have 3 wonderful children.
Its been a whole year and I still cannot believe its true. I remember going to the doctor because I thought a spider had bit me and I found out that I was having an outbreak.
My boyfriend has been there for every step of the way and he hasn't left my side. But in the back of my head I wonder was he the person that gave it to me?
All of my life I always said that I will never sleep around because I didn't want to get a STD.
I have only had 3 sex partners my whole life and I just wonder why it happened to me?
Every time that I have an out break I feel worthless and dirty. Every night I wait til my boyfriend and children go to sleep and then I go into the bathroom and cry and ask God why did this have to happen to me?
Thanks for sharing all of our stories because reading them made me feel a little better.
Now I know that I'm not the only one out there feeling this way!!! I just pray that I get through this a stronger person that I am now.